Confession.
So I have a bit of a confession to make. It’s a bit of a doozy. So please bear with me if you can. Because it’s one of those things most people hear and immediately begin rolling their eyes and begin...
View ArticleRed starbucks cups, cops, and opinions oh my.
And can we please stop this? Sorry in advanced for not being as active as I would like to be on my blog, have been really busy for the past few weeks. I’ve been trying to edit “Losers” so I can...
View ArticleLexington Comic CON!!!!
Hello world! I would to like to apologize for neglecting my little blog once again, but life happens and for the first time in a long time, I’ve been just enjoying it, in all off its ebbs and flows....
View ArticleLearning to let go & taking the higher road.
Good M’orrow sirs and ladies. Sorry for the super long and overdue to post. As per usual, this time of year is generally very busy for me, since this is the time of year for Comic cons and Renaissance...
View ArticleA humble perspective about love and relationships
A perspective about love and relationships. I recently heard the Dierks Bentley song, “Different for Girls” Which is essentially a song about how it’s harder for girls to get over a broken heart. Which...
View ArticleMy very personal PSA
I have depression, anxiety and recently been diagnosed with C-PTSD. Several people like to tell me I should get over it, or say “Oh I’ve been depressed a few times, but I did this thing and it stopped...
View ArticleWarriors Invited To Raise Mental Health Awareness
I need help from all of you. Not for me only but for everyone who is dealing with a mental health problem. Friends, in our part of world mental health problems are still something we feel too ashamed...
View ArticleNo, I’m not okay.
“Sometimes I think tolerance can be void of compassion and sometimes we can forget that in the end we’re all only human.” This is for everyone suffering from any mental disorder. Because I believe if...
View ArticleThe Broken Road of Recovery.
After I wrote “I’m not okay,” I got messages and comments from many of you who are fighting the same battles. So for anyone’s who’s struggling, I want to tell you once more that you’re not alone and...
View ArticleThe journey so far. (recovery and healing)
Looking back on my recovery so far. It only takes one mistake to destroy Everything-Shorty Hoffman It’s strange for to say, that I think I’m doing okay these days. I still have bad days and occasional...
View ArticleLeaving the gaslight on. (The journey to heal)
“It is not okay for someone you like to treat you poorly and then pretend it didn’t happen, making you question your own grasp on reality. This dynamic is called gaslighting. It’s a common tactic of...
View ArticleI’m still here, a continued C-PTSD journey to recovery.
“In order to escape accountability for his crimes, the perpetrator does everything in his power to promote forgetting. If secrecy fails, the perpetrator attacks the credibility of his victim. If he...
View ArticleLet me just let go, let me just stop trying, you don’t know what it’s like.
Many complex trauma survivors walk away from their religious beliefs. For example, to believe in a good and loving God who allows suffering and heinous abuse to occur can feel like the ultimate...
View ArticleComing together.
You can see many smiles every day, but you can never know whose world is actually upside down. Hey everyone, First I would like to apologize for my previous blog post. It was a bit of a downer and...
View ArticleYou ask how I’m doing, I say I’m doing just fine, but it’s a lie.
“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up...
View ArticleA humble perspective about love and relationships
A perspective about love and relationships. I recently heard the Dierks Bentley song, “Different for Girls” Which is essentially a song about how it’s harder for girls to get over a broken heart. Which...
View ArticleDrowning.
I can’t breathe, I feel like I’m drowning, I’m suffocating, My chest is being crushed and squeezed, I can’t sleep, My pulse races, As my heart rapidly beats and bleeds, I’m paralyzed...
View ArticleA humble perspective about love and relationships
A perspective about love and relationships. I recently heard the Dierks Bentley song, “Different for Girls” Which is essentially a song about how it’s harder for girls to get over a broken heart. Which...
View ArticleYou don’t define me.
The first time I attempted suicide I was eighteen years old and I had just graduated High School. I should have been looking forward to the future, getting a job, working, continuing my education and...
View ArticleYou don’t define me. Ch1
No one has the right to just abandon their child, because no matter what happens, that or those kids will always blame themselves, will always feel broken. My mother was not the greatest; she was a...
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